Infusion 1 of 4
Day One: Overriding theme for the day: "One down, three to go."
I started the day with a good swim at the pool, a walk with Al and then a protein breakfast at Peppers Cafe. Egg scramble, yummy. It was all the perfect prep to put me in high spirits, have me feeling good and ready to get this first treatment over with.
All I kept thinking was, "No matter what, after today I will only have three more chemos." That count-down helps a LOT.
I took with me the big bear Tommy gave me after my lumpectomy, as well as the blanket a dear friend crocheted for me. LOTS of water, gummy bears (my preferred snack), magazines, Words With Friends, Facebook, and Animal Crossing. With Al by my side in and out, it all went by completely uneventfully, thank GOD. Time whizzed by fast. Chemo is painless, only the IV in my hand was annoying and cold, but they give you a pillow and a nice warm electric blanket to wrap it with. The chairs are comfy, the room is sunny. I could have stayed there a couple more hours. I felt like being a little kid again, in the back of our family's Rambler station wagon, surrounded by pillows and puzzles, and all the fun things my mom gave me to keep me busy on road trips to Crater Lake and Mt. Hood.
The only problem with the three chemo days (day before, day of, day after) is the steroids they have me on. They prevent allergic reaction and help with nausea, etc. But they give me splitting headaches and almost nothing takes them away. I'm only able to get them tolerable with Lorazepam and THC, the combination of which zones me out and makes me sleepy. Luckily, the headaches don't come on until later in the day and evening, so I'm pretty functional otherwise.
Saturday, that nuisance will be gone, but they tell me it will be the "big crash" and the effects of chemo will start setting in. I need to keep up with my healthy diet, tons of water and exercise to stave those off as much as possible. Time will tell.